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I wasn’t always a good girl that sat at home all day messing around on the computer. I’d a rebellious phase, נערות ליווי ברמת גן as teenage girls tend to obtain around enough time they hit eighteen and think they’re grown.

By that point I have been removed from senior school twice. The very first time wasn’t my fault: I was being bullied – rumors being spread about me that everyone, even my parents thought were true – and נערות ליווי ברמת גן things got out of hand. The fallout from my parents having to pull me out of school initially caused them to get a divorce. That wasn’t my fault, as their marriage had been strained for quite a while at that point. Still, it absolutely was difficult not to realize that I was the straw that broke the camel’s back.

The second time, I was expelled – and I certainly had deserved to be – I went a little wild. Maybe I was acting out. I had been coping with my mom after she split from dad and she didn’t have what it took to discipline me. She was the type of woman who could never operate for herself. I’m like her in plenty of ways.

I was drinking and smoking a lot. I spent most of that year skipping class and getting either high or drunk with friends. Within a few months, the rumors from my old school followed me.

It’s a strange feeling whenever you know something isn’t true but you imagine it anyway. Especially when it’s something about yourself. Maybe I was just tired of trying to protect myself, or נערות ליווי ברמת גן I was bitter. I don’t know. If everyone thought I was a brainless slut who’d let anyone use her, I might as well just give in and be that girl. It made much more sense at the time, somehow.

The disappearing started then. My mom wouldn’t see me for days at the same time while I hung out and got blackout drunk with college boys or older men. She couldn’t stop me. Legally, I was an adult. What could she do? Eventually, after missing months of class, I was expelled. At her wit’s end, my mother decided that I couldn’t live with her anymore and that I would have to go stay with my dad instead.

My dad was a different animal entirely.

He and my mother had gotten together when these were in high school. She was pregnant once they graduated and, to his credit, he stayed with her and נערות ליווי ברמת גן provided the best life he could afford. That wasn’t to state he was happy about it.